29th April, 1983, 7:30 PM Since then Time and Me are travelling together. Time caught me in its arms even before my mom had her first look at me. Yes, time touched me first.
Today when I turn around to look at what I left behind, I see that it’s nothing but the Time. And no wonder it has grown up 27 years old now. What is it …? It’s me.
I am not putting my words here to talk about the time which our clock shows. The time which our clock is designed to measure is a Physical Time/Public Time. I am here to talk about the Time which connects me to this world. The Psychological Time/Private Time.
‘Time and Me’ both are so connected to each other that I am finding it difficult to put it on paper. At this instance you may ask me how, why and many other questions …but the truth is, this applies to every individual. In every one’s mind time runs faster when they are enjoying it at any moment and eventually it drastically slows down when they don’t have anything to do (an empty mind).
Yes, my time connects to my mind. And surprisingly it gives me enough space to take my own decisions. In my life many people came and left, but my Time is still keeping its promise to walk with me. My time is my favorite pal and I really mean it. This is because i have experience it. Whatever may be the reason but, when I see My Time leaving my hands, first my mind stops working and then my heart starts pumping faster. And this hard reality connects My Time to me heart as well.
Many of us don’t realize this philosophy but I am putting it down here for all of us, because I do. I understand the fact of Time being with me in every aspect of my life. Be it joy, be it sorrow be it fight with friends, be it any tiny or big event.
For some things in my life which I believe didn’t go well, today I regret because it was my time and I could have made things better for me. I think; I might not have realized that TIME is my best buddy; and I should make my Time happy.
Today when I realized the fact that My Time is close to me, I thought of talking to my friend ‘Time’, I talked a lot and came up with all I have compiled in this blog. And it still feels less and incomplete. But no worries I yet have a long way to go and I know MY TIME will never leave me, but I am afraid that I might end up fighting with my friend ‘TIME’ and break the thread of our friendship. And that would be the last day of my journey on this planet.
Believe or not but I want to talk more and more to my Time because I understand another fact of Time being immortal but not Me. And later few years down the line I see that I must have to leave the hands of MY TIME and close my eyes. Then, My Time would still continue to exist but not ME.
